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Why would he say I need to find the right guy?
I want him to be the right guy.
Obvs, I’m not talking about marriage here. But I don’t think he likes me like a potential gf anymore. Whyyyyyyy :(
I seriously miss Mike so much.
Wish he was here. Or I was there. And that he was mine.
When my relatives start asking me why I haven’t found a nice boyfriend yet
I’m like,
Sometimes I wish we could have stayed friends. But it would have probably hurt more.
Why am I not excited to go back to AA in a couple months?
Probably because my classes will be hard, band will fucking suck, I’ll be all alone, etc.
I’m dreading taking my MCAT just as much as I’m dreading telling Joan I’m not doing winterguard because I have to take my MCAT.
I want to see Mike more than anything else but what if he doesn’t want to see me and then I get really upset when I get back and I’m alone. It’ll be like he broke my heart all over again. I miss him. </3
Every time I see Brighid post a FB status, I want to throw up a bit because it always involves her ugly boyfriend. She hasn’t talked to me in a month. Well once she finally realizes what a boring ugly dumbass she’s dating and breaks up with him or he breaks up with her, she’s not going to have me as a friend. Ditch your friends for your boyfriend and then end up alone.
And then I almost want to unfollow the flags on Twitter because they keep talking about flag shit. It’s going to be a rough year in band. Having to listen to rank leader candidates that I don’t really think are leaders, just Joan’s faves. And now that I know that the flags wrote shitty things about me on the evaluations, I can’t really trust any of them and be best friends with any of them.
Fuck.
I’m not even in the same town as this guy and I’m not even in a relationship with him but I still cry every night because I’m not good enough for him and I want to be so badly.
I don’t even deserve a text or FB message back from him most of the time.
:(
